Woman Behaving Badly

Have been feeding my pals and close ones with lousy emotions recently. Lousy ones ranging from depressed speeches, to anger, to deep frustration and impatience with the occasional bright, cheerful sparks. Occasional. The last occasion was last Saturday, after trying on a single sided birkenstock sandal and anticipating the fireworks at Marina later. There is no excuse for such bad behaviour. I'm soaking in my constant, hopping temperament and drenching the people all around me. All because of a change in job and the inability to settle right in. I moan, I groan, I complain, I fumed. All while taking every single person who is willing to listen for granted. I sincerely apologize. Sorry ah. Especially if the emotion directed to you was anger and impatience. In truth, I'm not sure if I didn't mean it however, I supposed given my sense of thought and logic even now, I think I should just apologize and accept everything as my own fault - not that anyone voiced out or any major breakouts, except for pimples, errupted this time. But truely, it has to be me. Everybody's really nice and supportative this time around. A major thanks. Yah, really thank you, gam siah. And for the few people reading this, give yourselves a pat on the back. You deserve it after reading through all these nonsense.