Going to Hear Phua Chu Kang Sing Tomorrow

Due to a surplus of free tickets to PCK The Musical - I wonder if it's that lousy or my sister that fantastic to get so many of them free - tomorrow and a couple of friends being unable to make it, I had to ask 2 friends whom I used to be closed to but not anymore. Truth be told, I'm a little nervous about this meeting. I do have the tendency to go woody and expressionless at uncomfortable situations. Seriously I do kinda regret the choice of people attending tomorrow though I supposed some things are inevitable. One of them just switched jobs to working and sitting somewhere rather near to airen and the other going through a very, very bad patch in her relationship. For my part, I didn't attend to either's life changes. I simply kept myself away from it all. I don't know why. Perhaps it's the distance I feel now. I can no longer relate to them since a long, long time ago. I supposed it is time for us to kinda meet. In the least awkward way possible. On the other hand, it could still be clumsy, at least me. These friends of mine, they usually converse in Mandarin. They're really good at it. While my command of the language is slowly draining away due to the lack of usage. I was ridiculed at the last time we met - which was more than a year ago - for being slow to jokes. I can't imagine how it would be this time. Not forgetting the confirm will have "greetings" from them.

Friend 1: Aiyoh! You put on weight again liao leh. OR Your boyfriend put on weight again leh. Friend 2: Har? You wanna change your job again? Why you always wanna change job one la de la.

Did you just hear me sigh? I have a bad feeling, my palms are sweating furiously and I do hate being labeled stupid too. I just hope Phua Chu Kang sings well to this "multimillon dollar protect ah!" tomorrow.