May The Blessed be Unblessed

I feel so mean. It's like trying to sabotage a person. Not really it just seems like. But I'm so sick of giving my instructions over and over again, explaining tons and tons of times, only to be answered by a "huh?!" or a *mumble mumble mumble* Times like this, I wish my knuckles were bigger and legs longer. All I want to do is to knock his big, empty head real hard, yelling "READ YOUR DAMN EMAILS AND GO BACK TO SCHOOL IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH" into his ears. I'm not supposed to know that he didn't follow instructions well at all. My ears are being blasted loud into. Xiaomei singing in Jap this time. I didn't happen to hear his yet again incompetence. Whatever might happen, if justice exists, will happen. I'm just not doing extra to get him out of trouble yet again. I'm so wrong to hope for his doom. But then, it's might be too much to ask. Coz who can guarantee that he'll ever get into trouble? Blessed idiotic fellow.