My Dilemmas and Daydream Wishes

It's been confirmed - finally. Tashes is leaving us - I can see wings spouting from her back. The old man, he's letting her go. This lousy department is getting smaller and smaller, smaller in size, smaller in structure. One day, I'm gonna be the only one left. Not that it has not happened before. Perhaps it ain't so bad to be alone coz my biggest fear is to be alone with Mr Pink. He fuels my lousy emotions. He has that kinda power over me. I can't exactly say I'm at peace when he shuts his mouth coz I'm not a peaceful person. But each time he opens it to speak to me or simply make some noise, my hair will stand, my eyes will roll and stare - I'm THAT mean. I can't imagine life at work, keeping extreme silence. Do I still have my bargaining powers? Can I still work from home? Such a beautiful notion. I'm wanting to suggest it again, only to be stumped by thoughts of them, of Mr Pink calling me at pee wee hours asking me to solve "line 13 permission denied"?? Such dilemma. Then there's starusticity. Without me, will she be lonelier still? What this place seriously need, a good, heavy dose of NORMAL, fun loving people. Make that just NORMAL people. I do not wish to place my hopes too high, then again, that one wish might already be too much.