Desperate Prayers

I have no god to believe in but can someone out there please just bless me this once for I really despise certain people. Provide me with the comprehension please, to understand their reasons for doing what they do coz I despise them hiding behind smiles and words of concern while holding knives in hand to spill blood when I do not see. Give me the strength to endure infuriation when they ask things that do not need answers or in fact questioning because I so despise their disregard for personal privacy. If all else fails, show me the way out before their intrusion invade into my every cell. I pray, for their salvation and mine as well. Pray that I do them no harm in trying to escape this haunting mental prison.