Self-realization

Self-realization taught me one thing about this humane world. There's no true dependence coz there's nothing to fully depend on. When the pillar of hope breaks and falls, there's nothing but emptiness left. There is no warmth left in this humane world. At least not for me. For I'll always be that observer. To escape, I repel. From the one that was me, into the one that I am, now. I do not understand humanity. It is such a big word, yet it never does anything for me. I fell, stood up, I walk on. Head not held high, back never straight. Yet I walked on whenever Humanity passes me by.